Hey visitor, I’m eiei — the girl behind the pumpkin diary.
📝 Intro
I’m a girl who loves a little too deeply, writes a little too much, and lives somewhere between daydreams and diary pages.
💙 The all or nothing — hearted person
If I love you, you’ll feel it in full — in everything I do, in the way I show up, in how much of myself I give. That’s the kind of love I offer… and the kind I long for in return. Nothing less.
And maybe that makes things a little hard sometimes — in friendships, in relationships, even with myself.
But that’s just who I am. I don’t know how to be half-hearted of anything.
📝 Serious Intro (a.k.a Career girl era)
I’m a software engineer who’s been thriving in Singapore for over 12 years, after growing up in Myanmar. I work a hybrid role where I balance being a developer and an assistant project manager — which means my days are equal parts code, collaboration, and caffeine.
Currently 33, soon stepping into 34, and —
already wondering what my fabulous 40s will look like
(hopefully with a leadership title and more passport stamps ✈️). I’m serious about growing in my career and evolving into a strong, people-first leader who doesn’t just manage — but inspires. I think I’m going right direction. 😉
Also… lowkey planning to build my own shophouse: from art commissions, to press-on nails, to a plus-size fashion brand. Because if I’m gonna dream — I’m gonna do it in bold font ✨
📝 Mentally & Emotionally Speaking (The heart of who I am)
I’m not here to be loud. I’m here to be true. I don’t write for likes. I write to breathe.
This space — this blog — is where I let it all out, Spilling the tea on myself? Probably. (Oops.).
All my dark thoughts, my quiet heartbreaks, my crazy ideas, and the soft parts of me that don’t always have a place in the outside world.
That’s why I find comfort in writing — it’s how I process, release, and understand myself.
This blog is where I keep the things I never say aloud, the dreams that twist quietly, and all the words I want to remember.
Writing is — a playground for my inner child, my full heart, and my wild thoughts.
Because writing is where I feel safe. It's how I give myself permission to feel, to fall apart, to begin everything again.
📝 Physically Speaking (The outer energy that fuels me)
Let’s just say: the gym sees me more than most people do 😏 I’m plus-size and proud, strong and sweaty, and currently on a mission of maintaining “healthy life & sexy body” hahaha.
Health for me isn’t about shrinking — it’s about growing stronger, showing up, and taking up space in this world with confidence.
This body holds stories, strength, softness, and so much power — and I honor all of it.
💬 How I live happily?
I’m someone who finds beauty in the small things —
the shape of clouds, the way sunlight rests on the tree, how a cup of water can feel like safety to my life,
and how one bowl of ramen can make me feel like I’m in love. 🖤
I spend my days somewhere between soft silence and curious wonder, always searching for meaning in quiet moments, but don’t be fooled, I also dance like chaos, enjoy high blast beat music, laugh too loud at my own jokes.
You will find me in both the quiet and the wild.
I love exploring new places, not for the ‘gram — but to make real, silly, beautiful memories. Still, I’m a homebody at heart. It all depends on the company.
With the right person, even the corner of a quiet café feels like a vacation.
💬 Why I created the Pumpkin Diary?
I’ve always wanted a place that felt like me.
Not perfect — but real, messy, soft, playful, moody.
A little cat, a little dog — depending on the day 😆
A little emotional, a little poetic, a little too much (in the best way).
Maybe no one will read.
Maybe someone will.
But if you ever wanted to know what goes on in my heart — this is where you’ll find it.
My inner child’s playground.
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This is my little world of happiness, healing, youth, and wonder.And to be honest… I don’t think I’ll ever fully grow up. And I love that about me.
Welcome to my diary. Stay as long as you’d like. — eiei.
“made with love, loud music, and tiny pumpkin dreams.”